Friday, June 08, 2007
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11:29 PM
11:29 PM
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Monday, May 07, 2007
havent been bloggin recently. no mood la. haha.
i wanna start my thanking sabrina lee. dont noe if ure reading this. but. THANKS FOR BEING SO SWEET. =))) ure always sooo nice when ure not in school. ure still mean in school though. HAHA.
Hmmm... recently, i tried rock climbing. it was AWESOME!!! if i had the time, ill definitely go more often. den i went for flagfootball. it was fun too. i like being dirty. haha. havent played for a long long time. hope i can cope with 2 CCAs. if not, ill have to drop flagfootball. =( sentosa with vball peeps was also kinda fun. though i started out a lil not in the right mood. but it ended well. =) got a little burnt and im starting to peel.
i think 2 weeks ago, germaine and i was super suay. we lost MANY of our stuff and went all over NP looking for them. up down, up and down the hills of NP. for 3 hours. it was real real work out man. and i found my stuff. wallet and student ID and 2 different places. while germaine lost her student and its still not found. she is more suay den me. and i concluded that suay-ness is contagious. YES, GERMAINE??? we lost our stuff but our mood was still perky. could laugh and laugh. these are all stupid things that i do with germaine. morons.
studies. CRAP. i really wanna do my tutorials. but. when i open it, i just dont noe how to start. either i dont noe how to do, or i dont have the mood to continue. wtf. i really wanna complete them. and the worse part is, WE ARE MADE TO DO ALMOST ALL OUR TUTORIALS IN EXCEL. and i hate it. damn it. well, excel is and accountant's, auditor's best friend. so.... gotta get used to this shit. im starting to feel the pinch in my butt. i used to feel stupid in my class for the last 2 sems, BUT, now, im feeling WORSE. these people with GPA's of 4 and 3.95 are really really demoralizing me. on top of the smart class i was in, im now in a VER SMART class. im so screwed. i stare at tutorials, and tutorials stare at me. ive realised that this sem, its impossible to skip lectures. u dont go, and u dont understand a shit. so, ive gotta go. and learn hard. gotta TRY to be as hardworkin as i was in sec sch. i soooo feel like deleting msn from my laptop and deleting all the blog adds i have. ARGH. i wanna be a nerd. =)) my dream.
i dont noe wat some people take me for. an idiot? perhaps. oh wells... shouldnt i be used to it? always from the same old f***-ing people. i dont think ill ever learn from my mistake. at least there are nice ones around.
and. i dont like to get to know people better. the closer u get, sometimes, that person gets a little annoying. i dont noe why. but, ya.. thats how i feel.
on a happier note, im meetin my sec sch mates on weds for dinner. looking foward. and. ya. my birthday is coming. i am rejoicing only because i cant wait to be 21. its only another 2 years from now. i need my freedom. (germaine, stop laughing at my freedom. moron. haha.) den i can sore like an eagle. and yes. I LOVE EAGLES. i like the way they spread their wings so wide and look like they are conquering the blue sky.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST.
I HATE MENSES
I HATE MENSES
I HATE MENSES
I HATE MENSES
random.
i miss doing maths, science, writing tonns of compositions, geography, social studies, teachers and friends.
and i also miss thailand. cant wait to go back in sept.
i wanna put up the thailand pictures and some other pictures but im plain lazy to compile everything tog. maybe ill try to compile them soon. =)
here is a few..
its germaine, ding dong ( expert contractor), pi ying ( super nice lady) and me. our last night. 
champ (he makes our day by being retarded), me, bee (dont judge a book by its cover. cheeky), germs.
DONG. the sweetest boy ever. =)) i still love him.
our arrival. greeted with fragant jasmine flower. thats tiffany. our shortest team mate. HAHA.
thats abt all for today. intended to post all up but stupid blogger isnt being very friendly. so itll be up soon. i promise. =)
good night peeps.
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12:24 AM
12:24 AM
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
ok. i had lots of things to blog abt just now. but its all blank now. ill try to remember some. just things troubling me right now.
first. life has returned to its boring nature since i got back from thailand. they are talking about going back there in sept/oct and so im like freaking looking foward to it. i hope its gonna work out well and we can go have more fun.
next. friends. i dont doubt i still have good friends. but it feels so weird when some just disappear after getting attatched. they just vanish. thats my sec sch mates that im close to. then comes my classmates in poly. sometimes i feel im in the wrong class. i should have just changed and followed germaine. the other half of the class that are new, i cant seem to find a face that i can click with. and the other half that were from year one, some shit problems here and there. and i dont noe who im gonna click with. its as if im planning who i wanna be with but, the fact is, im not comfortable with some. maybe im just a fussy shit.
next. volleyball. i dont noe how to describe my feelings. i definitely enjoy playing vball and crapping with the comm. but somehow, i feel i dont have wat it takes to be in the comm. not only do i not play well. there is this feeling that i dont noe how to describe. oh wells. time will tell. and i hope i can go for those chill outs with them. darn family.
lastly. family. as ive said before. wat may appear as a happy family is actually bullshit. ive always been told to set a good example for my sister coz im the eldest. so shouldnt they, as parents, or rather, the father, set a good example. at least for whatever u want ur daughters to follow. or even better, set an example that relates to how u want to control ur daughters. u dont say and implement rules for ur daughter and yet break them umpteen times. for goodness sake, be a better father, husband and son. apart from that, when we, a family of 4, sit in the car tog. mostly only on sat nights, it feels like it is only a family of 3. there, the 3 of them will joke and laugh, while i force myself to sleep and ignore the surroundings. while forcing, i think to myself. how did i get myself into such a situation? the truth is, im more obedient den my sister. at her age, i didnt travel to town, have a boyfriend or anth like that. town with my friends was about the last thing i did in sec sch. just that 2 words that was meant to help my mother got me into such a plight. oh wells. thats life. unfair.
my distant cousin. though not very close, he still has the poh blood. as those who are close to me may noe how small my family is. thus, i kinda feel for him. ill just have to pray that the opp goes well and he will be normal again. when will such shit stop happening to the poh family man. he is only 19 this year. spare him. hai. brain tumour is nth light man. to those out there that like to use illnesses and all these shit to get sympathy, maybe u guys should be the ones down with these illneses. morons.
first. life has returned to its boring nature since i got back from thailand. they are talking about going back there in sept/oct and so im like freaking looking foward to it. i hope its gonna work out well and we can go have more fun.
next. friends. i dont doubt i still have good friends. but it feels so weird when some just disappear after getting attatched. they just vanish. thats my sec sch mates that im close to. then comes my classmates in poly. sometimes i feel im in the wrong class. i should have just changed and followed germaine. the other half of the class that are new, i cant seem to find a face that i can click with. and the other half that were from year one, some shit problems here and there. and i dont noe who im gonna click with. its as if im planning who i wanna be with but, the fact is, im not comfortable with some. maybe im just a fussy shit.
next. volleyball. i dont noe how to describe my feelings. i definitely enjoy playing vball and crapping with the comm. but somehow, i feel i dont have wat it takes to be in the comm. not only do i not play well. there is this feeling that i dont noe how to describe. oh wells. time will tell. and i hope i can go for those chill outs with them. darn family.
lastly. family. as ive said before. wat may appear as a happy family is actually bullshit. ive always been told to set a good example for my sister coz im the eldest. so shouldnt they, as parents, or rather, the father, set a good example. at least for whatever u want ur daughters to follow. or even better, set an example that relates to how u want to control ur daughters. u dont say and implement rules for ur daughter and yet break them umpteen times. for goodness sake, be a better father, husband and son. apart from that, when we, a family of 4, sit in the car tog. mostly only on sat nights, it feels like it is only a family of 3. there, the 3 of them will joke and laugh, while i force myself to sleep and ignore the surroundings. while forcing, i think to myself. how did i get myself into such a situation? the truth is, im more obedient den my sister. at her age, i didnt travel to town, have a boyfriend or anth like that. town with my friends was about the last thing i did in sec sch. just that 2 words that was meant to help my mother got me into such a plight. oh wells. thats life. unfair.
my distant cousin. though not very close, he still has the poh blood. as those who are close to me may noe how small my family is. thus, i kinda feel for him. ill just have to pray that the opp goes well and he will be normal again. when will such shit stop happening to the poh family man. he is only 19 this year. spare him. hai. brain tumour is nth light man. to those out there that like to use illnesses and all these shit to get sympathy, maybe u guys should be the ones down with these illneses. morons.
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5:32 PM
5:32 PM
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
IM BACK FROM THAILAND.
a 14 days trip.
there is so much to say, i dont noe how to pen them down.
better den i expected.
definitely learnt and experience more than what ive given.
trying to appreciate things, such as a concrete ground and a roof.
glad ive managed to touch lives with that little that i contributed.
overcame many fears, such as bathing with COLD water.
trekking through forest fire.
ive known more people from spore and thailand.
people that itll be hard to forget.
the Thais.
-Dong. the sweetest boy. ill definitely never forget.
-Piying. though the communication breakdown, i sense the caring and
thoughtful nature of urs. a very sporting lady.
- Miu. ur cheefulness and gayfulness never fails to brighten us up after a long
day of work.
- Champ and Bee. cheeky, fun, bubbly, interesting, sweet friends.
- Kai. ur thai songs and cheerfulness brightened us too.
- Pastor. I love ur pick-up!! thanks for bringin us to the banana boat rides. =)
- and Noi and the rest, thanks for everything.
these were the people ive met over my 15 days. people that we've bonded so well with and we parted so quickly. thank you for everything uve done for us over our stay in thailand. especially the farewell dinner, with fabulous ambience and food. not forgetting the lanterns that gave of fireworks as it lifted into the sky. WONDERFUL. thank you guys for everything that made this trip possible. it was hard parting with all of u.
the singaporeans
lectuerers.
-Adrian. more like a friend. a very nice lectuerer. dai-dee king.
-Audrey. though u never fail to pick on me, ur lame jokes did make us smile most of the time.
fellow school mates.
-kelly and joyce. ever loud and spontaneous people. definitely did entertain us
when they were in their good mood.
-yingning, huiyu, huifang. the 3 masketiers. yingning, the big mouth, very glad i
got to know u better. cartoon.
- russel, gary and george. 3 very nice, lame,cheerful guys.
-jonathan. though he never fails to irritate, truly has a good heart at the
bottom.
- Hong ming and magician Ben. emo-ing away the last few days, but
neverthelss, did entertain us a lot.
-tiffany. my BRUDDER!! the shortest in our team.
-wei zhen. quiet and has a strong will power.
- shirin. STOP laughing away. hahha. but its kinda cute.
-yanhui. thanks for almost drowning me.
-shuhui.
AND TO MY DEAREST GERMAINE. thank you for elbowing my at the sweetest spot ever. haha. definitely a GREAT friend. she scolded someone for me. haha. remb who?? thanks for everything dude!!!!
obedient and grateful children.
there are many things ive yet to say.
really too many to write them all down.
im still not used to living back in spore.
adapted too well into the culture.
simple is the word.
ill definitely visit thailand again.
visit the CSP people and to do more community work.
i wanna do all these with my own hard earned money. (my aim!)
i think, if i was in thailand for a longer period of time, i'd only miss my sister and a few friends. nth more. i never even thought of my laptop when iwas there. amazing.
TWO THUMBS UP FOR EVERYONE!!
THAILAND SU SU!!
SINGAPORE SU SU!!
=))))))
a marvellous trip.
6th of april.
back to spore. sleeped, eat, pooped, pee-ed, sleep, eat........for the next 3 days till sunday. before i could even recouperate all my energy, im down for official workshop camp. there went my gathering session with my fellow serve thai peeps.
9th, 10th, 11th.
official camp. learnt many many many new things. training us to be trainers, referees and scorers. tough it was to cramp so many things in within only 2 days. i know ill definitely fail the test BUT, i never regretted coming for this as ive learnt many things i never thought ill ever understand or even bother to understand. apart from that, it had a thousand and one elements of fun. and EXTRA curriculum lessons such as the 31st hand sign. PU BOR!! hah. muderer till 4am?? my god.
to end off with an emo note.
my friend told me once that she was very fed-up coz she introduced her friend to another of her friend and they got very much closer to each other and she felt very weird. and i think thats how im feeling now. oh wells. thats how the world works right?
a 14 days trip.
there is so much to say, i dont noe how to pen them down.
better den i expected.
definitely learnt and experience more than what ive given.
trying to appreciate things, such as a concrete ground and a roof.
glad ive managed to touch lives with that little that i contributed.
overcame many fears, such as bathing with COLD water.
trekking through forest fire.
ive known more people from spore and thailand.
people that itll be hard to forget.
the Thais.
-Dong. the sweetest boy. ill definitely never forget.
-Piying. though the communication breakdown, i sense the caring and
thoughtful nature of urs. a very sporting lady.
- Miu. ur cheefulness and gayfulness never fails to brighten us up after a long
day of work.
- Champ and Bee. cheeky, fun, bubbly, interesting, sweet friends.
- Kai. ur thai songs and cheerfulness brightened us too.
- Pastor. I love ur pick-up!! thanks for bringin us to the banana boat rides. =)
- and Noi and the rest, thanks for everything.
these were the people ive met over my 15 days. people that we've bonded so well with and we parted so quickly. thank you for everything uve done for us over our stay in thailand. especially the farewell dinner, with fabulous ambience and food. not forgetting the lanterns that gave of fireworks as it lifted into the sky. WONDERFUL. thank you guys for everything that made this trip possible. it was hard parting with all of u.
the singaporeans
lectuerers.
-Adrian. more like a friend. a very nice lectuerer. dai-dee king.
-Audrey. though u never fail to pick on me, ur lame jokes did make us smile most of the time.
fellow school mates.
-kelly and joyce. ever loud and spontaneous people. definitely did entertain us
when they were in their good mood.
-yingning, huiyu, huifang. the 3 masketiers. yingning, the big mouth, very glad i
got to know u better. cartoon.
- russel, gary and george. 3 very nice, lame,cheerful guys.
-jonathan. though he never fails to irritate, truly has a good heart at the
bottom.
- Hong ming and magician Ben. emo-ing away the last few days, but
neverthelss, did entertain us a lot.
-tiffany. my BRUDDER!! the shortest in our team.
-wei zhen. quiet and has a strong will power.
- shirin. STOP laughing away. hahha. but its kinda cute.
-yanhui. thanks for almost drowning me.
-shuhui.
AND TO MY DEAREST GERMAINE. thank you for elbowing my at the sweetest spot ever. haha. definitely a GREAT friend. she scolded someone for me. haha. remb who?? thanks for everything dude!!!!
obedient and grateful children.
there are many things ive yet to say.
really too many to write them all down.
im still not used to living back in spore.
adapted too well into the culture.
simple is the word.
ill definitely visit thailand again.
visit the CSP people and to do more community work.
i wanna do all these with my own hard earned money. (my aim!)
i think, if i was in thailand for a longer period of time, i'd only miss my sister and a few friends. nth more. i never even thought of my laptop when iwas there. amazing.
TWO THUMBS UP FOR EVERYONE!!
THAILAND SU SU!!
SINGAPORE SU SU!!
=))))))
a marvellous trip.
6th of april.
back to spore. sleeped, eat, pooped, pee-ed, sleep, eat........for the next 3 days till sunday. before i could even recouperate all my energy, im down for official workshop camp. there went my gathering session with my fellow serve thai peeps.
9th, 10th, 11th.
official camp. learnt many many many new things. training us to be trainers, referees and scorers. tough it was to cramp so many things in within only 2 days. i know ill definitely fail the test BUT, i never regretted coming for this as ive learnt many things i never thought ill ever understand or even bother to understand. apart from that, it had a thousand and one elements of fun. and EXTRA curriculum lessons such as the 31st hand sign. PU BOR!! hah. muderer till 4am?? my god.
to end off with an emo note.
my friend told me once that she was very fed-up coz she introduced her friend to another of her friend and they got very much closer to each other and she felt very weird. and i think thats how im feeling now. oh wells. thats how the world works right?
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11:46 PM
11:46 PM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
and this is for SABRINA. dont say i never blog abt u eh? u small, bloody smart, cute, dwarf. take care and have fun at FOC and BAOC. ill see u in sch sooon. =)
i wanna see wat u told me when im back ya? HAHA.
i wanna see wat u told me when im back ya? HAHA.
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11:33 PM
11:33 PM
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yesterday was the 21st or march. siginifies 1 whole year of cold war. i dont noe how long more this will last but i certainly hope its not forever. anyways. happy 2oth wedding anniversary.
will be leaving for thailand in about 6 hours time. im kinda ecxcited for the trip. though a little worried if i can last 15 days. i hope ive brought all that i need. lastly, take care people. ill see u guys back soon. will be missing u guys. nights.
will be leaving for thailand in about 6 hours time. im kinda ecxcited for the trip. though a little worried if i can last 15 days. i hope ive brought all that i need. lastly, take care people. ill see u guys back soon. will be missing u guys. nights.
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11:29 PM
11:29 PM
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
blooooody hell. all that i typed went missin. blooger sucks.
busy busy week
anyways. im gonna sum up everything.
monday. music and lyrics, marche, shopped, home with jack ass. that moron still collects stickers. can u believe that?? HAHA. and she walks into every freaking shop. mad.
tuesday. zoo-ed with the kids from chen su len methodist home. fun bunch of kids with an exception with 2 rude ones. my kiddo was this 3 year old girl, natalie. small, shy little girl with very very bad moodswings. i think she had short attention span. she shat twice and i had to clean her up. that was a fun experience. haha. and when everyone was sitting down and playing at the playground, i was chasing her all round the playground making sure that she doesnt fall coz she is really really puny. that totally drained all my energy man. as i said, she had bad moodswings. she wont follow me throughout the whole time at the zoo. adrian carried her for quite a long time, den she followed me again. den she left woth one of the guardians that follwed us, and followed me and off she went to the guardian a few times. and when i try to carry her when she runs to the guardian., she cries. omg. i had a headache man. but she was really really a very cute girl. some said she looks like me. do i look that cute?? HAHA. i wish. i think i kinda miss her. carrying her was kinda fun and when she hugged me on a few occassions, it felt soo nice. HAHA.
germaine was damn lucky to get a pri 4 girl. didnt have to hold hands, just needa follow behind her. lucky shit. and the pri 4 kid could even call her lame. can u imagine how lame germaine is??? GROW UP, DUDE!!
ill post the pics up when i get them.
weds. met germaine, sarah and dennis in sch to print the w/s to teach eng in thailand. sorting the w/s was hell man. lunched. and dennis germains and i continued with making the 3 big bodies to teach the kids parts of the bodies. makinthat was really really fun. all 3 of us went high. i think the worst was dennis. didnt noe she could be sooo rowdy. HAHA. annyways, they are called, tom, dick and mary. really pretty people. HAHA. will take a pic of them and post them up.
thurs. met jun, went to pay piano fees and off i went for training. after drying the court, and just barely started to perspire, melissa brought the rain with her. so off we went for early dinner. the rain has been spoiling trainings and my basic skills are horrible. damn it. i hope it doesnt rain on tues. god, let me have a good training before i go off to thailand.
today. I SLEPT FOR A GOOD 20 HOURS THROUGHOUT THE DAY, POWER MAN!!
michelle is still in hk, germaine in genting. come back soon people!!
thats abt it folks. bye!!
busy busy week
anyways. im gonna sum up everything.
monday. music and lyrics, marche, shopped, home with jack ass. that moron still collects stickers. can u believe that?? HAHA. and she walks into every freaking shop. mad.
tuesday. zoo-ed with the kids from chen su len methodist home. fun bunch of kids with an exception with 2 rude ones. my kiddo was this 3 year old girl, natalie. small, shy little girl with very very bad moodswings. i think she had short attention span. she shat twice and i had to clean her up. that was a fun experience. haha. and when everyone was sitting down and playing at the playground, i was chasing her all round the playground making sure that she doesnt fall coz she is really really puny. that totally drained all my energy man. as i said, she had bad moodswings. she wont follow me throughout the whole time at the zoo. adrian carried her for quite a long time, den she followed me again. den she left woth one of the guardians that follwed us, and followed me and off she went to the guardian a few times. and when i try to carry her when she runs to the guardian., she cries. omg. i had a headache man. but she was really really a very cute girl. some said she looks like me. do i look that cute?? HAHA. i wish. i think i kinda miss her. carrying her was kinda fun and when she hugged me on a few occassions, it felt soo nice. HAHA.
germaine was damn lucky to get a pri 4 girl. didnt have to hold hands, just needa follow behind her. lucky shit. and the pri 4 kid could even call her lame. can u imagine how lame germaine is??? GROW UP, DUDE!!
ill post the pics up when i get them.
weds. met germaine, sarah and dennis in sch to print the w/s to teach eng in thailand. sorting the w/s was hell man. lunched. and dennis germains and i continued with making the 3 big bodies to teach the kids parts of the bodies. makinthat was really really fun. all 3 of us went high. i think the worst was dennis. didnt noe she could be sooo rowdy. HAHA. annyways, they are called, tom, dick and mary. really pretty people. HAHA. will take a pic of them and post them up.
thurs. met jun, went to pay piano fees and off i went for training. after drying the court, and just barely started to perspire, melissa brought the rain with her. so off we went for early dinner. the rain has been spoiling trainings and my basic skills are horrible. damn it. i hope it doesnt rain on tues. god, let me have a good training before i go off to thailand.
today. I SLEPT FOR A GOOD 20 HOURS THROUGHOUT THE DAY, POWER MAN!!
michelle is still in hk, germaine in genting. come back soon people!!
thats abt it folks. bye!!
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12:47 AM
12:47 AM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
MARIA
sister and i became marias today. vacumn and mopped floor, washed, hung, fold the clothes, super marketing, cooked dinner, washed up, clean the bloody decoration tables and now i have to wash toilet. but i doubt ill wash, im dead beat. havent done so much for a long time man.
i like the date today. its the ELEVENTH of march. just 2 months away from my bday. HAHA. seems like i always get happy on the 11 of march. and coincidentally, the 2 times that i was in the lift, 2 times the other person in the lift asked to help him/her press story 8. 2 eights get u 88. so, 11th may 88. should buy number today man. i think i will strike. HAHA.
JUN. where have u gone to?? havent seen u online for the longest time. where is the date we were supposed to have huh?? dunno why ive been thinking of u this 2 days. havent seen u for too long i guess? haha. i miss u man!!!
thats abt it. BYE!!
sister and i became marias today. vacumn and mopped floor, washed, hung, fold the clothes, super marketing, cooked dinner, washed up, clean the bloody decoration tables and now i have to wash toilet. but i doubt ill wash, im dead beat. havent done so much for a long time man.
i like the date today. its the ELEVENTH of march. just 2 months away from my bday. HAHA. seems like i always get happy on the 11 of march. and coincidentally, the 2 times that i was in the lift, 2 times the other person in the lift asked to help him/her press story 8. 2 eights get u 88. so, 11th may 88. should buy number today man. i think i will strike. HAHA.
JUN. where have u gone to?? havent seen u online for the longest time. where is the date we were supposed to have huh?? dunno why ive been thinking of u this 2 days. havent seen u for too long i guess? haha. i miss u man!!!
thats abt it. BYE!!
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9:31 PM
9:31 PM
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CLASS REUNION , and RANDOM STUFF
i was having dinner at some restaurant and i saw a whole large group of ladies of abt 40 plus years old makin hell a lot of noise. den one of them came to apologise and said that it was their class reunion. they are surely from an all girls sch ccoz it was all ladies. one thought came into my mind instantly. WILL MY SEC SCHOOL MATES BE LIKE THAT 20 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD?? just 2 years has passed and it is already so hard to get half the class. wat more the whole class in 20 years time.
and. i dont noe why. but i miss jun. where the hell are u man?? ask me out sooon. it has been ages. =( this is so random.
and. michelle was talking abt liking someone and all. and i thought to myself. when am i gonna get attatched? HAHA. lame. i wanna consentrate on my studies. seeing my cousin applying to unversity makes me wanna work my ass off and also go to the u. i dont wanna be left with just a diploma when my cousin and sis all have degrees. but. my first year is already so badly screwed up. how am i gonna make it to the u?
i was having dinner at some restaurant and i saw a whole large group of ladies of abt 40 plus years old makin hell a lot of noise. den one of them came to apologise and said that it was their class reunion. they are surely from an all girls sch ccoz it was all ladies. one thought came into my mind instantly. WILL MY SEC SCHOOL MATES BE LIKE THAT 20 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD?? just 2 years has passed and it is already so hard to get half the class. wat more the whole class in 20 years time.
and. i dont noe why. but i miss jun. where the hell are u man?? ask me out sooon. it has been ages. =( this is so random.
and. michelle was talking abt liking someone and all. and i thought to myself. when am i gonna get attatched? HAHA. lame. i wanna consentrate on my studies. seeing my cousin applying to unversity makes me wanna work my ass off and also go to the u. i dont wanna be left with just a diploma when my cousin and sis all have degrees. but. my first year is already so badly screwed up. how am i gonna make it to the u?
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12:55 AM
12:55 AM
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